I'm not happy today and I don't know why and that when happens, it just makes me sadder. Today its made me a little pissed off because I don't WANT to be sad damn it.
So I'm a pissed off sad person.
But I keep forcing a smile on my face. I sort of sound like a Chucky doll. A smiling, pissed off sad person. I'd be scared of me if I were you.
It blame it on the gray... which sort of makes me anxious, because I know the sun is running out and gray season is coming soon. I think I really need to invest in one of those sun/light bulb things you can buy for your house if you have SAD (seasonal affective disorder)... the Northwest is a horrible place to live if you have that.
*sigh*
GRRR
SMILE
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