Is that just daring the Gods to throw more on me? Because I seriously cannot take much more. My head is about to explode... Kallyn keeps saying she is worried about me because I have NO concentration or memory skills right now. It is almost as bad as an ailing elderly person. (I don't know how to say that PCly) but it is all the stress. I feel like there are rocks and sand in my head and on my shoulders...and that is WITH seriously the bestest friends in the whole world being there for me. If I didn't have them, I am not sure I would still be here right now.
I can't talk about it all right here and now but I found out more news last night to weigh me down. Very hard to concentrate at work today.
One happy thing - Jake had a job interview yesterday. First one he's had in quite awhile. I am in such a negative mood though, I can't even seem to hold any hope for it. It is from 5pm-2:30am in Kent. Not very desirable, but a JOB. Maybe because it's not desirable, he'll get it. He is supposed to hear by Friday about a 2nd interview.
Pbththththth
Concerning Jake...most people when the enter the medical profession have to work 2nd or 3rd shift. I worked swing shift for years and truly loved it.
ReplyDeleteConcerning Demery....hugs. I don't like hearing that you have more news but can't share at this time. Makes me nervous but I certainly understand keeping things quiet.
I have no idea why Tara's name shows up on my profile. Previous comment was by Deb.
ReplyDeleteMy Friend you are doing the best you can right. That is what is MOST important. It may seem inadequate but we can only do what we are humanly able to do. There is a light at the end of the tunnel even if you can't see it now. Your friends have their arms around you. Barb
ReplyDeleteYes, but is the light at the end of the tunnel a train?? ")
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