Friday

Again a lot of time has passed since I blogged.  I almost blogged... Monday, I think... sometime when I was all happy and had happy things to post and now I don't even remember what they were.  Been in a downer mood the last couple of days.  I have a lot of mental stuff going on in my head and trying to process it all... it often just confuses the hell out of me more and that depresses me and then I'm in a cycle.  I haven't been dancing in two weeks but I am going tonight, maybe that will help unclog things.  It is at a place I've never been before aka outside of my comfort zone. I want my Big Daddy's. (Lord that sounds bad huh?)